July 28, 2010

"Tuhan Tu Jahat Ke..??"

Laying on my bed in a pin-drop silent,listening to a very sentimntal song,Unintended by Muse n suddenly get a 'sudden idea' of writing here.. Hmmm..not so sudden la,coz i keep thinking bout dis after a very cute yet touchable discussion with my 8 yrs old little brother,Apiz, few hours ago..We went to psr mlm together,n having so much fun singing in my luvly car,Cik Bibah..Lalalaala..Suddenly,he stared at one sexy gurl passing on the road...n of course,i stared at him in return.."hey,pndg pe tu??"..N he replied.."ish2,,nape kakak tu pkai cmtu?"..Fuhh,thank God,juz worry if he will shout a 'feewwiitt'!!..Mau aku brek mngejut!!
Then he asked me,"Angah,u wanna hear a story??"..."Sure,wat is it??"..
Errr,actually we communicate in malay ya..hehe,eksyen lbey!!..K,smbung...
Then,he told me a story which told by his ustazah...I guess many of us hv heard bout dis...

A story bout a lady with her best fren,Ayat Kursi..Yes,her true believe to d power of ayt kursi which will alwiz protect n accompany her..To make it short,that lady nyaris2 dirogol sewaktu jln berseorangan oleh seorg lelaki..then di kala ketakutan amat sgt,dia tawakkal 'alallah dgn ayt kursi tu,n slamat..nk jd citer,sok kuar citer de prmpuan kna rgol d tmpat yg sma,juz a few mnit after dia lalu..n dia g ntuk jd saksi..ble pnjenayah trtngkap,dia smpat tnya,nape x rgol aku sblum prmpuan tu?..n pnjenyah tu jwb,aku melihat dua org lelaki yg sdg mnjaga dan mnemani kamu..Subhanallah..wallahualam~ correct me if i'm wrong coz dh ingat2 lupa cite ni..

But d most touchable point here was,he remind me to take care of myself whenever he's not around.."baca ayt kursi tau ble de org nk kaco angah!"..haha,wat a cute reminder!!So,guys outside,dont u ever dare to flirt on me ya!!hihihii
N d most important msg here is,jaga dri,hiasi pribadi..toksah la dok seksi2 sgt kot..budakpun bleh pk.huhuu~Sgt mnyentuh hati ble bdk berusia cmtu bleh bg psanan which i guess,truly comes from their heart n innocence..very innocent!They make judgement from wat they saw..what they heard..So,perlu dididik btul2 takut tersalah fahaman..

I still rmember when my little bro was six yrs old,besides scolding(sikit2la..) him whenever he did anything wrong,I always threatened him wif "nanti tuhan marah kang!!"..mybe bcoz I keep repeating it again n again,he get confused.."Malas la ngan Tuhan ni..asyik nk mrah je...TUHAN TU JAHAT KE??"...Hoh???then I realized tt my msg to him was undelivered.Pending!!.hihihi..so,tukar plan..Kalo dia gado2 ngan kwn dia,after kite explain nape dia xbleh gado2,we should add "kalo x gado n baik ngan kwn,mesti tuhan syg..."..Orait????Watch out n dont 4get to recite ayat kursi ya!!

July 20, 2010

KETIKA ALLAH MEMILIHMU UNTUKKU

Honestly,ak bknla penyair yg hebat..pe lg kalo nk memahami bait2 puisi yg teramat puitis.Org ckp lain,kte phm lain...For example,if people say,'kau ibarat gula..'..
Wow!!so sweet..seolah2 betapa manisnye idup ni ngan kehadiran kite...tp ble pk2 blk,sugar cause diabetes rite???Hoho...
Tp tibe2,ak sgt terpaku dan terpana membaca sebuah nukilan yg sgt menyentuh hati dan naluri..here,i post it dgn hrpn sm2 dpt menyelami mksud tersirat nukilan yg sgt indah ini.....(Khas untuk bkl suamiku..ehem2!!..)

KETIKA ALLAH MEMILIHMU UNTUKKU.....

Padamu yang Allah pilihkan untukku..
Ketahuilah, aku hanya wanita biasa
dengan begitu banyak kekurangan dalam diriku,
Aku bukanlah wanita sempurna, seperti yang mungkin kau harapkan..
Maka, ketika Dia memilihmu untukku,
Maka saat itu, Dia ingin menyempurnakan kekuranganku dgn keberadaanmu.
Dan aku tahu, Kaupun bukanlah laki-laki yang sempurna..
Dan ku berharap ketidaksempurnaanku mampu menyempurnakan dirimu..
Karena kelak kita akan satu..
Aibmu adalah aibku, dan indahmu adalah indahku,
Kau dan aku akan menjadi 'kita'..


Padamu yg Allah pilihkan untukku..
Ketahuilah, sejak kecil Allah telah menempa diriku dgn ilmu dan tarbiyah,
Membentukku menjadi wanita yg mencintai Rabbnya..
Maka ketika Dia memilihmu untukku,
Maka saat itu, Allah mengetahui bahwa kaupun telah menempa dirimu dgn ilmuNya..
Maka gandeng tanganku dalam mengibarkan panji-panji dakwah dalam hidup kita..
Itulah visi pernikahan kita..
Ibadah pada-Nya ta'ala..


Padamu yg Allah tetapkan sebagai nahkodaku..
Ingatlah.. Aku adalah mahlukNya dari tulang rusuk yang paling bengkok..
Ada kalanya aku akan begitu membuatmu marah..
Maka, ketahuilah.. Saat itu Dia menghendaki kau menasihatiku dengan hikmah,
Sungguh hatiku tetaplah wanita yg lemah pada kelembutan..
Namun jangan kau coba meluruskanku, karena aku akan patah..
Tapi jangan pula membiarkanku begitu saja, karena akan selamanya aku salah..
Namun tatap mataku, tersenyumlah..
Tenangkan aku dgn genggaman tanganmu..
Dan nasihati aku dgn bijak dan hikmah..
Niscaya, kau akan menemukanku tersungkur menangis di pangkuanmu..
Maka ketika itu, kau kembali memiliki hatiku..


Padamu yang Allah tetapkan sebagai atap hunianku..
Ketahuilah, ketika ijab atas namaku telah kau lontarkan..
Maka dimataku kau adalah yang terindah,
Kata2mu adalah titah untukku,
Selama tak bermaksiat pada Allah, akan ku penuhi semua perintahmu..
Maka kalau kau berkenan ku meminta..
Jadilah hunian yg indah, yang kokoh…
Yang mampu membuatku dan anak-anak kita nyaman dan aman di dalamnya..
Dan ku yakin dari tanganmu yg penuh berkah, kau mampu membentuk mereka..
Dengan hatimu yg penuh cinta, kau mampu merengkuh hati mereka..
Dan aku akan selalu jatuh cinta padamu..


Padamu yang Allah pilih sebagai imamku…
Ku memohon padamu.. Redhalah padaku,
Sungguh Redhahmu adalah Redha Ilahi Rabbi..
Mudahkanlah jalanku ke Syurga-Nya..
Karena bagiku kau adalah kunci Syurgaku..


( Oleh Aztriana 180610/ 01'50 Makassar.. ^_^v )

May 25, 2010

Vincci vs Kasut Cap Kanggaru

Hye there..meet again..again n again,i've somthing 2 share wif u..again n again,i wanna put an exclamation mark here that every story ever written here was truly based on true stories ya!!!
Hurmm..hv u ever heard bout Vincci?(dont worry guys,i'm not gonna talk bout shopping)Yup,one of the top brands especially kasut2..The price?not bad..x terlalu mhl dan smestinya x murah..haha
Nk dijadikan citer,arini prlu ditugaskn luar kwsan..hmm,somewhere around KL..Besides driving d tngh2 jem,i chose to park my car kat LRT station.But tt wasn't d prblm.Mslh berpunca dgn kasutku..yeah,my RM17.90 shoes which i can't rmmber d brand name.hap seng ke,wah seng ke ape ntah..nvmind,let me put my own brand,Kasut Cap Kanggaru!I luv tt shoes very much,very comfort.Kasut tu dh hmpir ptus but i still wanna wear it.Hehe,degil..But it amazed me much sbb dhla tsilap building,jauh gle jln,tp ksut tu ttp bertahan..N we reached d place SAFELY!!wow!!..
When we(me n my fren) were on our way back,the situation worsened sbb cam nk cabut tapak plak..(My goodness,jgn nk wat malu d tngh kotaraya..)..n smbil jln,i started accusing n ngadu2 kat my fren..cmnila kalo bli kasut murah..blablabla..tp ksut tu still ok lg..n at that time,my fren was wearing VINCCI..so,we kept talking bout tt brand..Ksut mhl tahan lm..vincci berkualiti,tegap n mcm2 lg la pujian tnggi mnggunung..
But suddenly,x smpai bape saat,my fren cam terpele'ot(terpele'ot adalah seerti ngan terseliuh yer..)..N u know what??That expensive vincci shoes telah ptus dgn serta merta..happened btul2 in front of Avenue K kat KLcc tu..HOH???Lost words!!Juz look at each other n LAUGH!!!And...my RM17.90 cap kanggaru shoes msih ttp bertahan!!MasyaAllah..do u think like what i'm thinking rite now??
Juz try to fit or relate it wif life..Kdg2 kte slalu x brsyukur ngan pe yg kite ada..n slalu merasakan pe yg org lain ade tu lbeh baik..N cpt wat pnilaian bdasarkan mata ksr,bukan mata hati(hati de mata ke??)..Juz like this Vincci story,terlalu puji2 vincci smpai ak lupa btape byk nye jasa si cap kanggaru tu slame ni...hheehehe..So,hargailah pe yg anda ade sbb stiap kurniaan tu adalah rezeki yg patut disyukuri.Alhamdulillah..i luv everything n everyone i hv..one more thing,dont judge a book by it's cover..or maybe leh tukar sket pribhsa tu,DONT JUDGE SHOES BY ITS BRAND!!!!hehehe..karam singh waliya melaporkan~

May 18, 2010

BeRjUaNg...!!! :p

Hmm..juz released from heart attack (badminton fever~).Malaysia Boleh!!.Yup, frustrated with d result,but nvm laa coz everybody pun dah strive ntk menang..(ye ke dh bjuang??huhu)..wateva~
N hey everybody,get ready for d next fever (yeah,I guess smakin rmai org yg akn mntak mc)..World Cup fever!!
Talking bout sports, I wanna give d utmost thumbs up 2 my dear lil bro,Anep..*wink! Know why??Juz ask him everything bout sport,n he’ll tell u on d spot!!pheww!!!Tp sukan2 yg diiktirafla..teng teng or konda kondi are not in list ya!!Sebut je nm pmain,n gosshh,dia akn snaraikn sgale salah silah n sgale mklumat yg dikhndaki..especially all football players..(kan bagos kalo hafal subjek2 kat skola cmni~ :p)..Me??Not too fanatic,but I am silent supporter..yeah,I love sports (juz watching,not playing)..n for World Cup,semestinya ttp setia mnyokong Argentina..hehe..even chances to win tu tersgtla rendah,but I still support them..Eeerrr,I’m still Ank M’sia,tp dh m’sia x masok,xkn nk skong jgak..gile ke hape..
Musim bola ni jgak akn jd musim yg sgt2 mnguji kesabaran..hehe..still rmmber when I was watching football match wif my family (on tv)..but the match didn’t impress me much coz team x best..so I’ve decided 2 do things tt impress me much sembang2! N I kept talking 2 my dad..”Abah,blablablabla…”..n as u guess,d only response I got was “hmmm..”(with some angguk2 geleng2….)..Sabar je la..but dunno why,still nk ckp gak…N d patience for waiting his opinion ended with a very2 great answer GOL!!!..haha..rsnye rmai je yg alami cmni..
But then I terpk plak…Instead of blaming them(all the kaki bolas),why don’t we try 2 undrstand??I mean,mnghormati minat msing2..Dah tau si abah minat bola,xyahla terhegeh2 nk ajak bsembang time tu (rite??)..hurmm,baeklah~ I don’t hv special boyfren kaki bola,so xdela byk sgt ‘pngorbanan’ ntuk memahami tuh..haha :p but wateva pn, kite perlulah mnghormati pndirian n minat org lain….N 2 everybody,b hepi n enjoy dgn minat masing2!! (shopping juge adalah satu minat yer~hrp mklum whai kaum adam)..hehehe…

May 5, 2010

Happy Bday to Me.. (^^,)..~ wat a blessing!!

Ya Allah, I had teary eyes realizing tt it had been 23 yrs long where i've been using all the 'rental' stuff --> eyes 2 c,nose 2 smell,hands 2 hold n even air 2 breathe..Alhmdulillah..

Born on 5th May 1987 (thn arnab..ngeeee~i like carrot!!) bersamaan 7 Ramadhan 1407 (patotla baek je..heheh)..A name with a great meaning given by my dad ^cahaya haruman kasturi^~phewww,no need 2 spray perfume lorr!!

Hmm,nk dgr citer?Ms my mom ngndungkan dlu,dia xde ngidam pape..but only one thing,she likes d smell of petrol..perrgghh..ble abh nk isi mnyk kete je,msti nk ikot..hoh?? (^o^)..patola diriku sgt snsitif ngn kenaikan hrga mnyk..de kaitan ke?? :p N d story began when i always blamed my mom ~ ni sbb mak suke bau petrol la angah itam ~(yup,my other sblings putih2 blako..) n u know wat,pnah nk lari dr umah sbb ingtkan ank angkat (xsnonoh btol prangai kan!!),tp kcik2 dlu jer ;P But then abah told me that minyak petrol kaler kuning la..owh,bkn slh ibu mengndung~ Watevapun, i thanked u Allah ntuk sume kurniaan ~ x cntik,tp xla hodoh, x pandai,tp xla bdoh,x kaya,tp xla mskin, x baik,tp xla jht..hurrmmm

N also syukran lillah 4 all d 23 yrs sweet memories. There were many chronologies.Some plots were very simple n some were very difficult..but i've learned so many things during these yrs..4 exmple,how many times have I blamed someone else without realizing tt d problem started from me??N oso how mny times hv others blamed myself without realizing tt d problem started from sombody else??N mcm2 bnda lg yg happened dr kecik2 smpaila bsr yg mmbuatkn kte pk Why,Who,When,What n How..Nape kite yg Allah plih ntuk lalui setiap prkara tu??So,I leave those questions with blank answers..So frns,plz fill in the blanks n think!! (^-^) hurmmm..n finally,u'll find d answer based on all plots given.Subhanallah~...Blaja dan trus blaja kan!!

Tq 4 all d wishes..kat fb ke,enpon ke, n adiah (^^,!)~ n nmpknye sgt rmai mndoakan btemu jdoh..eheh..malu la..(eh,23 dh tua ke??) nope!!:p actually, dlu2 slalu kt nk kawen awl..tp Allah x mkbul lg..So now,xpnah meletakkn specific umur ntuk kawen..my aim juz--> nk ada baby b4 30!!(hurmm..kalo kawen umur 29,kna bunting plamin la yer~hahah~LoL!!)..bkn pe,xnk mletakkan pressure kat sesape..diri sndiri or 'phk 1 lg' ;p Mghrpkn sebuah hbungan yg akn bermula & berakhir dgn berbuah2 kebahagiaan (x nk sebuah je)..tnpa prkara2 yg xdiingini..ameeen..dan juge menyumbang kpd meramaikan umat2 muhammad yg berkualiti ntuk duniawi dan ukhrawi..

So,smntara nk mnnti jdoh tu,kna pstikan dpt menguasai semua mskn2 kluarga (resepi trsndiri beb!!)~Nasi Ayam Mak Endet,Rendang Itam Ayah Chik,Mee Rebus Mak Dah(ibuku syg),kari pure mkcik2 belah utara n byk lg..ha,asam pds Mak Yah..nyam2.hehehe..(Also tq Allah sbb dpt kluarga bsr yg sgt pnuh ngn ksh syg...hurmm..nkmat yg jrg org sedar~alhmdulillah~)...Still remember ms 1st time blaja msk..stndard 6,if i'm not mistaken..Abah ajr siang ikan..Mulut mncung kalah ikan,xthn bau dia...ms nk cmpak tu(yes,i say,CAMPAK,not msukkan ikn ke dlm kuali)amek jarak bpe kilometer ntah..tkut kna mnyak (overrr)..kalo bleh cam nk pkai uniform bomba n topi kledar de cermin tuh..huh!dh goreng,tnggal tulang je sbb mlekat kat kuali..hohoh..percubaan prtama yg gagal~nevermind,life is a learning process..remmber??

N again,time kasih lg skali..de certain2 ucapan mmbuatkn sy sgt terharu..Sayang kamu semua~hurmmmm~Ntuk lgu sanah hilwah ya jamilah tu,perkataan 'jamilah' tu sila ulang 40 kali yer~ :p hehe..k,salam alaikum!!!

May 1, 2010

Babies....




I'm trying 2 play 'Numar Pana La Unu' song by Cleopatra,tp x kuar suara pon..nevrmind la..Know why i've chosen tt song 2 b played?Heheh..exactly...juz want 2 suit it wif our topic now -> it's bout babies!!!!~hurrmmm,wat a cute song!!
(Errrrr...bayi2 d ats tiada kaitan ngan topik ni yer..gmbar hiasan..:p )
My dear ikhwanul muslimin n muslimat,I bet u know n aware bout this critical soSIAL issue~should i consider them s unwanted babies??nope!!!Kes buang bayi mnjadi2..Why am i talking bout this?No,not bcoz i've found any baby in front of my door or i'm a pekerja rumah kebajikan yg hari2 trime kedatangan bayi2 malang nih,sekadar terpanggil ntuk saling mengingati..
AyyuhashShabab n all Nisa' outside,tkut la ngn isu2 cmni..jgn sbb nila stitik,rosak susu sebelanga (in other words,krn mani stitik,rosak sumenye...) msj delivered??eheh ;p Takut dgn perbuatan sgelntir org,habes sume org tkena tmpias bala Allah bg..xnakla kmbali ke zmn jahiliyyah dlu...especially sblum zmn islamnye Saidina Umar. Bayi kna tanam idop2..
even skang xde thp cmtu,tp lbeh kurang gak la..Siap bakar,kna gigit semut,mati sejuk dlm hujan...Binatang pn x wat cmtu beb!!Patotnye pesan kat baby2 yg dh mati tu,"sok ko mati,trus jd hntu...g carik mak bpk ko..!!"hohohohoo..(takot x??)..u laugh??...fine!!tp scr kiasannye,even dia x mnjelma jd hntu,tp 'prasaan bsalah' yg korang rs spjg idop adalah lbeh dsyat lg dr jmpe antu!!
It was so sad when one of my neighbour told me ms dia keje klinik,mostly everyday akn de psngan yg dtg n tnya "sni bleh wat gugur baby x?"..What d hell!!!
Kalo sume ni sbb dirogol or dipksa tnpa rela,mybe bleh diterima (tp jgn r buang kat tong smpah!!)..tp yg peliknye,suka sama suka......Tiada alasan dpt diterima ble buang BENIH CINTA sndiri dlm kadaan yg sgt dhsyt!!(Think!!!!)...Hurmm..
Papepun,sgt x sbr nk tnggu my ank buah lahir..hurrmm..(how sweet)..n oso,ank2 kpd spupu2 ku yg kawen aritu...heheheheheh...(Dont u ever ask them to call me mkcik!!..AUNTIE yer!!!)...Time Nana kawen nnti,dorang sume jd flower girl/boy yer...coppp!!(^^,) msti mcm2 kerenah dorang nnti....comey!!

April 26, 2010

I LOVE YOU.......(^_~)

25/04/2010
It is common nowadays 2 hear kind of news yg membabitkan pemergian insan2 tnpa disngka2,kematian mngejut n many more..ya Allah,mntak dijauhkanla dr dugaan2 mcm tuh..but d most touching story is bout pemergian Achik Spin(al fatihah)..i'm talking bout tnda2 n hint yg dia bg sbelum pemergian dia..cmne dia beria2 soh istri dia tngok dia live kat tv ptg tu,n soh family dia bersiap tnggu dia balik,pesanan dia soh jaga zuriat dia n beria2 bli rumah sbelah his mom in law spya kalo jd pape,de org tngok2kn wife n ank2 dia..hurmm..dah ajal kan!!
So pelajaran harini,hargailah org yg anda syg..kte x tau ble ajal dtg jmput.Takut x smpat nk meluahkan syg n x smpat menunjukkan btapa dia terlalu berhrga dlm idop kte..So 2 everyone i loved,I really love all of u!!MMUUAAHH..TRULY FROM D DEEPEST DEPTH OF MY HEART!!!hehehe..
Tringat citer my lecturer ms matriculation prgram dlu..yeah,he loves his mom very much,tp xpnah kiss pipi mak dia..(malu~)hihii..smpaila 1 hari,isteri dia cbr dia..n s a guy,of course dia akn menyahut cbran!!(cover macho beb!)..tp dgn 1 syrat,istri dia xleh tngok..!!(lorr,kalo x tngok,cmne nk tau)..dan bile msnye tibe,guess wat happened?
A)dia cium pp mak dia n mak dia snyum
B)dia cium pp mak dia n mak dia ckp "ko buang tebiat ke?"
C)dia x cium pn
..yes girl,u r correct!!d answer is C!!!hurrmm..dia x mmpu nk buang prasaan malu tuh..watever la..depends gak,different people show their love in different way rite!
De org lbih sng meluahkan..but certain people lbeh ske scr kiasan...sndiri kna fhm la..Watever pn,sayangilah org yg anda syg...hihikhik..(^_~)

OoOOoppPppsss...i did it !!

24/04/2010
Yesterday was my very hectic day..went 2 d court (i'm not a lwyer..juz go on behalf of my cmpny) 2 fight 4 a labour case + went 2 KWSP..
Let me start dis story with my 'great' journey to Labour Office..I went there wif my Chief Operating Officer (COO)..wait!Dont b a scandalmonger ya..he is 50++ Chinese man wif two grandchildren..:p..Feeling like 'Cik Puan' when sitting inside such luxury car.But my 'prasan cik puan' couldn't b a long lasting feeling d moment he started driving..
Ya rabbi..agak2 r..R u trying 2 b d 2nd Micheal Schumacher?Rasanye meter keta dh 2 kali pusing kot..What a drunken driver!!I can simplify it with one formula iaitu :
Kelajuan melampaui batas + selit2 kat jln yg sgt sibuk + kjp2 brek emergncy + 90km/j speed masa cri prking dlm building yg smpit n kona2 = ASYHADUALLAILAHAILLALLAH !! Yups,that's d only word i can remember at tt time!!N the most unbelievable thing was-> he enjoyed listening 2 his 1950s oldie songs without notifying tt his passenger (it's ME!!!!)is struggling hard 2 hold watever she can reach!!(pegang kusi kuat2)..But thanked God,slamat pegi n slamat kmbali ke opis..fuh!!Tp mmg sgt
FOBIA wif his driving attitude!!
After few hours, I had a meeting with him (n few others).He asked me 2 go 2 KWSP to handle some matters..
"Sure!!!", i answered wif an excited big smile(mmg suke kalo kna kuar2 ni..hikhik)But when he added "With me!!", dgn x semena2 n x disngka, I shouted "NO!!!" smbil ttp tlinge n geleng pale ngan smangatnyer..Everybody get shocked wif my super duper slumber action..they kept eyeing on me..
Ooppss..pe ak buat ni..hadoyaaiii..sume tkejut tmasuk ak sndri..But after keep silent 4 a few seconds,they laughed!!!(including him..)..Semua mata kat dia n bertalu2 dorang tanya "what hv u done 2 her??"..n from their faces,i can read tt they r thinking bout 'something else'..haaiisshh,no la!!!!My COO sndri pn cam x phm nape ak jd cmtu..n he asked, "Whats wrong wif me??"
But then my short simple answer explained everything "WHAT A GREAT DRIVING SKILL!!!"(smbil wat muka kanggaru)..N diapun ktawa ngn smangatnye dgr jwpn tu..fuh,seb bek x kna mrh..To my dear Mr Loke,i'm very sori 4 that very unprofessional n spontaneous action..out of control!!!haha..n tq 2 yatie sbb gelak smpai xmmpu berkata2 (cehh!!) coz she's d one who gave me minyak cap kapak sblm meeting tu (saksi kejadian)..:p psni,x heran dah naik jaguar ke hape!!
Wat a funny day!!!
Tu lum msuk citer kat KWSP where me n Yatie tertnya2 siapakah EN. SABRI yg kna berurusan ngan kitorang..smbil mnanti,we keep betting all d jejaka kacak yg lalu..hurmm,yg ni kot...x la,yg tu kot....but finally,guess...??Encik Sabrimaniam rupenyer!!(juz imagine cmne ktorang sedaya upaya tahan ketawa..)..hurrmm..
sweet~

April 15, 2010

RIGHT THING..but at a WRONG TIME & WRONG PLACE

Have u ever experienced this?? I mean,doing d right thing at d wrong time,or myb wrong place??Hurmmm...anybody??(no need 2 raise up your hand..hehe)..i'm sure tt most of us hv had dis experience..in wateva reason,manner or matter..hurrmm..??or even in a very simple case..
I've experienced smthing(many things actually) regarding this..the one i still remember is SALAH ANTA MSJ (gossshh..this is one of my serious 'illness')..yup,u r typing d right msg,but accidently sending it 2 d wrong one..hoh..'NK TIDO UMAH KO NANTI'-> instead of sending it 2 ANis,i've sent it to ANuar..yela,nm dia bwh nm anis..my God!!n things got worse when he quickly replied 'KECIL TPK TGN,NYIRU AK TADAHKAN..'..damn!!haha..nseb bek dia fhm silap hntar...n one more incident, d msg 'MISS U N MAY ALLAH BLESS US' which supposed 2 b sent 2 'habiBEE'(citer lama),had accidently sent 2 Hanif(my younger brother)..n guess wat had happened after tt??(nope!!wrong guessing...)dgn sgale kpntasan yg ade,trus cr enpon dia n delete..congrat!!!n,trus tuka nm hanif jd AdeqAnep..hehe.
There r many other things yg leh dikaitkn ngn topik ni...I still remember when i was in school,ustaz akram (may allah bless u) pnah citer..ms dia kat mesir,there were one guy yg xtau ckp arab..when d taxi driver asked him his destination, he just answered 'IHDINASSIRATOLMUSTAQIM'(surah alfatiha) yg b'mksud (Tunjukkan aku jln yg lurus)..hoho..right thing at wrong situation huh??silap2 taxi driver 2 pon trus b'taubat..haha...n also when u r giving instruction 2 someone of preparing coffee,u cannot say,put some sugar n disturb disturb disturb..heheh..:p
So,moral of d story,do d right thing at d right time n right situation..place oso!!
Me sndiri pn,bwu je tjebak ngn bnda nih..knon2 cube mnjadi org tngh even srba slh mula2,but end up with kata2 yg begitu menyentuh sunuk qalbu dan mengguris hati kewanitaanku....hukhukk..niat baik,tp mybe situasi kurang sesuai kot..so disalaherti..huh..n i'm very phobia with it..huh...x mo jd org tngah dh,org tepi xpe..xpun jd orang-orang..dok kat swh sorang2!!!hehehehe...n again,i hv learned smthing....

March 18, 2010

BERAKHIRNYA HIKAYAT PUTERA KATAK.....


Lagu yg sgt2 bermkna...dedicated dis song 2 sumbody...huhu..
I'm a teacher or hr prson by profession but u might as well call me a 'professional fairy tales lover'..ehem2..my mom was d 1 who inspired (force??) me much dlm bab2 mmbaca nih..from d very2 famous tale like cinderella smpaila ke legend of merong mahawngsa n legend of puteri lndungn bulan yg xbape nk pemes tuh,i ought 2 b rcognize s 1 of d 1st readers..(cnsider my age laa..i started reading these at 4..)..reading kind of these tales makes me stand in awe..there's such beauty in d story tt u find urself inspired 2 find out more bout life n love..(plz dscribe LOVE in wider prception yaaa..)..
So 2 b frank, kcik2 dolu,i alwys imagine myself s one of the character (heroin of course!!!) in every tale..Funny huh??errr..except 4 The Little Mermaid (sexy lorr..heheh)..Yeah..keep imagine sbg seorg puteri yg baek ati n snggup brkorbn ntuk kebahagiaan n kepentingn org lain..tp akhirnye,she lives happily eva after..wink*wink*
But tt was decade ago..angan2 seorg bdk..coz passing through d ages,i started 2 realize tt d most imprtant part in every tale is bout 'THE POWER OF LOVE'..cmne kuasa kasih syg tu mengubah sesuatu yg jelik mnjadi smpurna n sesuatu yg hina jd suci..huh!!tp skang dh tbalik,kuasa cinta 2 mngubah sesuatu yg suci jd hina..get it??4 example,krn cinta,lahir ank luar nikah yg akhirnye dibuang sesuka ati (*@#?>...ni mencarut dlm ati..)..padahal cinta 2 sesuatu yg sgt suci ntuk dinikmati...hurrmm..
Back 2 our topic....i really love fairy tales...tp xdela tksub smpai nk jd puteri lak..coz d moral values yg ada dlm tu sgt tnggi..1 of my superb faveret tales-> FROG PRINCESS..cmne keihklsn puteri tu akhirnye mngubah putera raja mnjadi putera idaman...bt i think,my own Frog Princess tale mngkin dh berakhir..ble "the power of luv" 2 brtukar jd bnci,yuppp,u cn consider yourself s a loser...my story ended with unpredictable ending..(sad???of course..)bt s a muslim,we believe in hikmah n rahmah rite??:)...
So from now on,rs cam nk tukar story....hahahah..Hmm..Cinderella..??(ala...mn nk carik ksut cntik wat2 tetinggal...hehe)..how bout Snow White??..(haiisshh..Snow Brown layak la...)..Rapunzel..?(rmbut xckup pjg lg...)..hmm..wateva la..tp bkn sng nk mmbina sebuah hikayat yg berakhir dgn pe yg diimpikan..jgn jd laila mjnun dh la..hoho..we can juz make plans,n only Allah can implement them..dgn syrat,berusahalah ke arh itu...insyaAllah..ckuplah diiktiraf bidadari ntuk seorg suami...(ececeh...touching plak..)..:p..x slh meminati cerita2 tu,tp jgn smpai lupe,kite ada byk hikayat n ksh2 bnr islam yg melambangkan tingginya nilai cinta dan kesetiaan ...Mngkin kisah setianya Zulaikha kpd Nabi Yusuf?....atau bertautnya Adam & Hawa..??nilailah dgn pndngn mata hati....Chowww...!!!

February 18, 2010

CITER AMEK LESEN…

Tringat 1 kesah yg pnah diceritakan oleh sorang ckgu kat skola aritu..but I’m not so sure this thing happened to herself or someone else..sbb ms memula tu,x dgr sgt..huhu..kte ltk nama dia A ..(bkn nama sebenar)hihi…:p..
A ni nk amek driving test ngan jpj..bukit,3 pnjuru ngn prking sume dh lps.tinggal jlnraya je..abes knfiden la ni..tp dpt plak jpj ensem.agak cuak la..haha..so, msuk kete,dh adjust sume,trus pkai tali pnggang..mamat jpj tu tngok je si A ni..mybe nmpak gbra sgt kot.haha..dia siap bg masa btenang n bc sgale doa..pstu bdk tu kt ‘dah’…hehe..btul2 knfiden ntuk berlepas..”btul dh?”..”dah la..”..lalu mamat jpj tu tany..”abestu tali pnggang sy ni nk cucuk kat mn?..”..haha..kot ye pun gbra,xyah la g cucuk tali pnggang kat sit sbelah..adoyaiii…
xtau la ni cite btul ke rekaan,tp papepun,ak mmg ske kalo akak tu bercerita..pnuh semangat dan emosi..dia cam chubby2 sket (comel tau!!)..kdg dia cite psl org meninggal pun ak bleh ktawa..bkn x tkut mati beb,tp cara dia citer tu mmg besh..akak mantap!!!haha
Tp tu la,sume org msti de pngalamn sndri time amek lesen.. ak dlu,ms blaja,mana pnah lps bukit..smpai pkcik tu kata ‘ko twkal je la..pkcik pn xtau nk ajr cmne dh..’..tp nseb baik yg tersgtlah baik,time test btul2,lps..keajaiban tuhan..haha..nk bnding jlnraya,time blaja mmg pro gile..bile test,x kuar gate tmpat ujian lg,jpj dh suruh turun..hahahahaha..malu giler..Papepun,tu sume knangan…n skarang,aku tlh mnjadi seorang pemandu yg berhamah..ehem2..(smpai calar balar bibah aku..) hehehe

ANAK BETONG...??!!

Smlm ckp psl 'anak mak'...n tetibe tringat psl citer ni..
Last week,b4 start cuti skola,saje la dok bsembang ngan bebudak kls Mutiara..We have talked 4 bout 10 minutes,sembang2 kosong..(not ‘kosong’ actually..hehe)..so smpaila berkisar ttg their family…I asked 1 student bout his sister,sbb rasanye mcm knal ngan kakak dia..with full of pride,he tell me bout her (uuiikk…pjg la plak citenyer..)..but suddenly, sorang bdk tu kata “tu bkn kakak btul ko…ko tu ank betong jer….ko mnade mak btul”..yg lwknye,dorang siap sebut ‘iskandar’ smbil wat gaya cam malika citer cucu betong tu…n the whole class started to laugh..
Bdk yg td nye ceria,tetibe je msm n did his work in a silent mode..then,by the time he wants me to mark his paper, dia ckp “teacher, cube tlg telefon mak saya..tnya dia,btul x saya ni kuar dr prut mak…”..hmm..i was shocked with his request....besides asking him to accept the fact that he was an adopted, ak ckp kat dia, “mestila..semua org pun kuar dr perut mak…”..wlaupun jwpn tu mcm ‘bodo’ je,tp dia snyum n berpuas hati..hihi..Bkn pe,mls nk pjg citer sbb rsnye, ayh dia pnah psn kat guru kls dia spy jgn smpai dia tau yg dia tu ank angkat…hmm..watever..muhammad iskandar fakrullah..wat a great name..kalo xdpt jd sehebat iskandar zulkarnain,dpt jd mnusia bguna pn dh ok…huhu
Tp smpai bile nk rhsiakan..patotnye dr awal dh bgtau..mcm de sorang bdk yg bru 5 thun..bile org ejek dia ank angkat,dgn bngganye dia ckp “xpela..kite ada ramai ibu ngn papa..”..Tu la bdk2..Hati yg sgt luhur dan suci..huhu..juz like my little brother ,ble ktorang slalu ejek dia bdk itam,dgn muka xbsalah dia bls “x baik ckp adik itam..adik ni coklat pekat je….”..huh!!!

February 6, 2010

cinta oh cinta???adoyyaaii..

Hmm…I’m in writing mood(babbling actlly..huhu)..k,start..juz not sure why since last week,byk sgt hal2 kejiwangan n cntan cntun yg blaku..mood valentine ke??huh!.thnx 2 my frens yg sudi bercerita n share your problem(problemssss??)..but smtimes,tertnya2 gak ‘awatla depa dok cr aku’..coz kalo nk diikutkn,ak ni xdela bpengalmn sgt pon..n kalo nk refer my track records,rsnye cam xpnah pn menyelesaikan mslh percintaan sesape..menambahkan mslh ade la…(ooppss..)..nk kata I’m a good listener,korang gak yg slalu kata “wana ske wat muka blurr cam xnk dgr..”..haha..Tp papepun,tq d ats kepercayaan tu ye..

So here,I’m going 2 share a lil bit bout this thing:

a) choosing the best person

hmm..cmne nk ckp eh..yeah,this is the most ‘problematic’ problem!!haha..but since u asked me bout this,then I wanna ask u “who r we 2 decide the best for us?” sounds quite skeptical rite??k, cmni..lets say korang de 2 plihan.kalo dedua tu byk prbezaan,it’ll b easier 4 u 2 choose.But in most cases, both of them memiliki ciri2 yg korang nk..so??...sape kite ntuk menentukan org 2 adlh terbaik or not..we r juz human yg smtimes khilaf dlm buat tfsiran..xde sape pon yg terbaik..people will suggest u 2 list down all the ‘mahmudah’,n compare…but 4 me,it is btter 4 u to list down all the ’mazmumah’ n make judgment,kekurangan siapa yg aku bleh trime..hmm??4 example(cam ckgu plak kna bg2 cntoh..hihi..), everything seems 2 b perfect ntuk sorang tu,tp kekurangannye terlalu pns baran..compare ngn sorang lg,mngkin kurang ensem,kurang fulus n selekeh..so,nk bnding 1 kekurangan ngan 3 tu,yg mn korang rs lg bleh diterime???huhu….lu pk la sndri..

b) betrayal..curang..

this part ssh sket nk komen..kalo ikutkan,tnggalkan je…but hey everybody!!!we r now talking bout love n ‘heart’ matter k!!kalo stakat nk bg pndpt ikut teori,mmg la tnggalkan..but actually bile ckp soal hati,mat rempit pun surrender beb!!haha..tpulang la,if u think tt u still can give a chance (or even chances), pe slhnye..wlaupun the next relationship xkan sm ngn sblm tu,sape tau mngkin perhubungan akn jd lbeh baik kan??learn from mistake…

c) “I cant forget him/her..”..

Ni lg 1 ak nk ckp…kalo dh tau xleh lupe,g la cr balik..yg ego sgt tu nape??ni ntuk kes yg ptus,then ttp ingt yg lm wlaupun dh de org lain…common la..b honest..jujur..ngn diri sndri n also ngn couple skang.. pegi cr org yg korang syg tu,then ask her/him,”sy msih syg kat awk..kte ada pluang lg x jd mcm dlu”..dont b an egotist..throw away all the egoism..kalo dia kt xde,then fine!!coz at least,korang klh scr bermaruah..lg sng nk lupe coz it’s clear that u don’t hv the chance!!compare kalo korang dok khayal sorang2 “ish,ntah2 dia syg kat ak lg..ntah2 dia pn tnggu ak..ntah2,diapun ego cam aku..”..huh!!!..berterus trglah..g cari blk..fight 4 ur love!!!kalo jasad je dkt yg skarang,tp hati msih kat your -ex,ape gune…jgn skali pun sebut or panggil ‘syg’ kalo hati x btul2 ikhlas menyayangi..n scr peribadi,kalo ak pun,I hate that type of man yg berpura2 cmtu..kjr cnta kamu smpai dpt n jgn bg hrpn kat org yg kmu x syg pun...so,xbleh nk kata lu pk sndri sbb 4 this thing,kte kna pk sm2…

So kesimpulannya,bak lgu yg my dad slalu nyanyi “tnya sm hati,apa asal syg..adakah tndanya nmpak dipndang..”heheh..abah ckp ni lgu tema prcintaan ngn mak (oopppss)..hihi..lgu ni sm rentak ngn lgu “tny sm pokok”..so,tepuk dada,tnya hati,pe sbenanye yg korang cr dlm idup ni..tp hati msti kasi btul la(pray 4 Allah’s guidance ya..)..skang bkn ms cam bdak2 nk imagine “seorg pompuan/laki dtg ngan adiah or sejambak bunge”…but…it’s time 4 u 2 imagine ”the one who is stnding besides u with a sweet smile,n holding your baby..”…yeah…that’s it!!!!TQ..

*Special tribute 2 my ex(cnta monyet dlu..hihi)..slamat bakal pngntin bru..(this coming june kan??)..insyaallah,kalo aku free,ak g..tp xsmpat sembang byk coz aritu cnnction mengong sket..

*2 my dear fren n sis,sowi xdpt nk komen pjg sbb bz sket(byk sbenanye) aritu.tp rsnye, ni dh ckup kot..ak juz bleh bg pndpt,xgheti nk motivasi owg nih..korang pk la 4 ur own good k!!n 2 my dearest fren(sndri terasa la ye),hrgailah pluang yg ko dpt ntuk kali ketiga tuh!!!!

*2 all of u,I’m juz disgorging all things in my mind into my fingertips..peringatan ntuk diri sndri gak sbenanye…so,have a hepi reading…n thinking!!!chow!!




January 31, 2010

Penyakit Bulanan..???hurrmmm

Haaiippp...meet again!! got no 'big' thing to share..juz a 'little' thing..:p
I've posted a few posts last 3 days..bout how i feelin very lonely,confused n serba x kena..tringat kiamat la...hmm..mule2 cam pelik ngan all these 'weird' feelings...but suddenly...owh!!!!!patut la..(dan tetamu bulanan pun dtg...)..hope u can guess (exactly) who is my 'special guest'!!..hehe..
Topik kali ni agak open sket la..ssshhh..those yg rs x open tu,plez click the 'x' button on top of this page :p..it is quite complicated n difficult when we talk bout this..n i'm not writing this exclusively 4 female readers..male,u r welcome yaa!!this is not strictly prohibited to anybody...haha
So,here we go...this 'tetamu bulanan' sometimes becomes a serious matter 4 certain girls (women??)..especially yg slalu terkena serangan senggugut (one of my chinese fren pronounced it s sesungut...gulp!!!Ingat binatang ke??..)..kalo kat asrama dlu,siap ada yg pnskan seterika,then letak kat prut (lapik kain la of course!!)..tu lum cmpur yg mmg amek mc bulanan x g kuliah..ye la..sesetengahnye mmg sgt sngsara ble trkena 'monthly attack' tuh..cian..lom lg msuk yg wajib amek pil thn sakit..so guys,fahamilah kesengsaraan itu..huhu
but actually, i m more interested to talk bout other 'attack',which is -->EMOTIONAL ATTACK...or serangan emosi...4 me myself,alhmdulillah,jrg2 sgt kna sengat ngan sesungut...tp kna plak serangan emosi (adilnye Allah kan!!)..cam last few days..tetibe je rs sunyi,padahal jiran tngh wat cnstrction..pstu rs sdeh,pdhal bru je bgelak ktawa ngan bebudak skola..n mcm2 lg la..tp dh agk dh,biasa kalo cmtu,msti ada 'seseorg' yg nk brkunjung...but very funny lorr...coz de sorang kwn kat u dlu,mmg sgt emo kalo time2 tu..tetibe je dia rs cam xde sape yg syg kat dunia ni..(hikhikhik..)..tp ktorang yg dh fhm ni,wat bodo je ngan luahan prasaan yg 'agk klaka' tu..sbb memasing dh fhm...n 2 b honest,bkn sorang 2 yg cmtu..rmai je...kdg2,smpai de yg mnangis..tetibe je homesick x psl2....but girls,kte sndri pn gelak ngn sume ni kan!!!hahaha
n yg slalu mnjadi mngsa ialah kaum adam...ooppss...statistic showed(unofficially..hehe) that many pergaduhan or permintaan ntuk memutuskan hubungan dr pihak perempuan byk berlaku d waktu ini..(girls....laugh!!!!)..
Dunno la...my fren's brother pnah ckp "ala korang tu je ikut emosi sgt"...but..lu ckp sng r bro,cube lu gnti tmpt dorang..lu bikin gua pns r!!!(pngaruh cite rmpit dan adnan sempit)..hihi..kdg2 n usually,most of them x sdr pn yg mereka sdg beremosi...jd,pimpinlah mereka ke jln yg bnr...ahaks!!!
last but not least,kalo kaum hawa tngh beremosi tu,xyah tnya bykla..sbb the 'magic words' or pkataan keramat yg akn kuar ialah "xde pape!!"...
Kesimpulannye,pe pn kurniaan Allah,msti ada hkmahnye..wlaupun bg sesetngah girls,sakit smpai fobia..but actually,itulah kurniaan Allah yg sgt2 berharga ntuk insan bergelar wanita!!!!Chow!!!

January 28, 2010

T.O.L.E.R.A.N.S.I......??hahahaha...:p


Nak dijadikan citer,arini handle motivation program kat skool..slot 'SAHIBA' where each group is required to arrange the words given...kirenye kna susun pkataan yg tunggang tbalik...cntohnya 'KYSURU' = syukur ...n pkataan tu adalah nilai2 murni.. Sampaila kat ELONARTIS(kalo xsilap la..) which supposed 2 b 'toleransi'..sume group xdpt jwb...ble smpai turn last group,i asked them to come in front sbb dorang kata tau jwpn...siap tutup2 lg xbg kump lain tengok...n dgn muka yg sgt konfiden.."ni teacher....."..guess what????satu kls terdiam ngan jwpn tu...n after 3 seconds,sume gelak giler termasukla aku...'nasi telor'...!!ak mmg gelak sgt2 sehingga tercemar keayuan dan keprofesionalan ku sbg seorang guru.....hakhakhak.. :p

BLURRR............

Feel very blurr lately...dunno why...smtimes i juz couldn't undrstnd wat actually happens n wat am i looking for...n oso..wat i want??
Kdg2 rs mcm hepi sgt,tp xmmpu nk ktawa..kdg2 rs sdeh,tp tgelak2 la plak..kdg2 rs nk trus jd pndidik smpai ble2,tp sebok plak cr pluang keje dlm bdg lain..kdg2 rs nk smbung mster,tp otak ni rs cam dh xnk blaja..kdg2 rs rndu sgt2 kat mmber lm,tp ble dorang ajak kuar,msti ak xdpt join ats sbb trtntu..(huhu..)..kdg2 rs nk mrh,tp senyum jer...kdg2 rs cam gmbira,tp org tny "awat muka stress"..kdg2 rs mcm prasan cntik,tp tngok crmin,haaaiisshh..cam xde nur je..bak kata ayat keramat mak 'WAJAH GAMBARAN HATI"....haha..kdg2 jeles tngok org dating,tp ble org nk kwn or kngkwn nk promot mmber masing2..eerrr..xde ati la plak..(eh,tp sy msih seorang wanita bernaluri normal yer...hehe)...kdg2 rs bersemangat ntuk idop n kejar duit,tp slalu trase cam kiamat dh nk dkt..kdg2 rs frust ble pe yg dirancang slalu xmenjadi..tp tibe2,dikurniakan allah rzki yg xpnah dirancang...n cmtu la sebaliknyer...
So pndek kata,ak pn kdg2 keliru ngan pe yg sdg blaku kat skeliling aku nih....May Allah guide me....

cerita babi.....:p

Smalam d sebalik kekecohan org cmpak kpale babi kat msjid umah ak tu, adik ak yg tmbam tlh bertanya satu soalan yg agak pyh ntuk dijwb..."nape org mrh bile kte ckp 'babi'....kan mmg nama dia babi....kalo cmtu,tkr la nm laen..."..........hurmmm..cmne nk jwb eh???

January 25, 2010

SHARING IS CARING....

From now n then, we often heard people say this.."SHARING IS CARING"..but wat kind of sharing they meant to be is very universal..or abstract..we always considered ourselves as very 'open' n understanding,but we r not,actually!!! juz like me myself..i love to share bout my life n my thoughts..but still,my life is a secret!!!huh,cmner tuh..??k..let me share a lil bout myself...
MY LIFE.....being a teacher,it gives n teaches me so many things bout life..People are right when they say 'we have 2 learn from others'...smtimes u feel very tired (4 many reasons),but once u look at all the 'innocent' faces, seems like there's a voice from d sky telling u that 'they need u...'..tnggungjwb yg sgt berat..especially when they still do not undrstand even tt u've explained it hunderds times!!huh..but guys,teaching has a wider scope..besides feeling bad 4 not making them undrstand, i learned 'something else' form them'..wat was it???waaaiiitt ya...haha..i taught them d primary lessons,n they taught me bout life in return..wonderful!!!..